November 2010
October 2010
I think when I have some time I'll write a few...
blackacrylic:
29.09.10
kinda what my mom used to do..it’s still messin with my head now..
random thoughts/venting/revelation :)
Times like these i wish God would blindfold me, pull me by the arm, and just place me where he wants me to be.
I’m very aware that each step i take, each move i make, and each breath i breathe is leading me one step closer to what God wants for me.
and i know that because i’m human i will mess up, and fall back, and have regrets, and feel like an idiot at times, and i’ll always...
Haven’t felt this alone in a long time…
okay…so…all this week, like literally everyday, someone has stopped to tell me i should be a model lol and they when i smile and say thanks they’re like “no really! you should start modeling!!” lol i don’t know how to react to that..but now..
i’m actually considering it.
i got a feeling. like those days you have soo much stuff to say…but you don’t know how to say it..when you zone out randomly and its not till you snap back into reality that you realize just how deep in thought you were. i’m stuck in that “what was i just thinking about” type of mentality. my mind is so blank yet so full. feeling like an introvert knowing i’m an...
Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
In no particular order:
Sade: soldier of love
Alicia Keys: Un-thinkable
Drake: up all night
Drake: Light up
Ludacris: sex room
Jill Scott: the real thing
Day 4: Seven fears/phobias
Apparently this never posted when i had first put it up yesterday so…here it is:
Total darkness. the type where you can’t even see your hand in front of your face
to get food poisoning lol
Thunder scares me if i don’t see lightning first. it just catches me off guard haha
earthquakes..i almost have a heart attack every time.
loosing my family
loosing my path towards God
...
Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.
Interruptions
attitudes
dirtiness
ashiness
when people try to get my attention when i clearly have my music blasting—i have my music so loud cuz i clearly don’t want to talk to anyone
people who think they’re the shit
when peeple say “well you can eat whatever you want cuz your skinny”—no. stop that.
when people always check their makeup in the...